t W i n K L e' s ☆

2011-04-20T03:07:00.003+01:00

半夜2:56AM,
我忘了我喝了杯冻鸳鸯, 一杯奶茶和一罐可乐。
我对自己很好，
自己喜欢的东西，自己想要的东西从不会拒绝自己。
就算这些咖啡因都让我失眠了，没关系。
每一杯饮料给我的满足感, 都还在心里回味着。

部落格的存在, 我都忘了。
部落格这家伙很够义气。
你快乐时都离弃它，
但当你寂寞伤心时，它从不离开你，
你诉苦你发泄，它从不抱怨。
唯一遗憾的，你哭泣它肩膀给不了你依靠。
你心情低落，它的手给不了你怀抱。

时间流逝的那么快，这世界那么大，
一转身你可能会遇见谁，
但再一转身，就可能遗失了谁。
我还真的想要个伴。

早上也许不是闹钟把我吵醒，
是因为想见你。
虽说爱情并不是生活里的全部。
但谁不渴望爱情把你的日子都沾满。

现实里我的早晨只能渴望闹钟能迟些响起，
烦恼着怎么解决早餐，抱怨着工作的沉闷。
生活里就围绕着一些自己可有可无的烦恼。
偶尔会说些工作金钱至上安慰自己的话，
但若工作金钱爱情都很优，以上都是废话。

现实很残酷，单身太久的女孩你伤不起。
还记得09年冬天一个下雪的夜晚，
幸运的同事有个愿意顶着寒冷来接女朋友下班的男朋友，
我羡慕，但我不比较。
只是下班后独自走去巴士站的路上，
厚厚的雪印着两人的脚印, 天气很冷但心更寒。
我很莫名其妙的大哭，我最恨这种失落感。

就算自己都有本事赚钱买自己喜欢的东西，
但上班前就是缺了封为你加油的信息。
在即将下班的时候的兴奋缺了些期待。
特别的日子却多了一份落泊感。
下班回家后把钥匙放下后，
抬头叹息的那一刻你还能想着什么？

我还是祈求在我身体里的咖啡因快消失吧
晚安。

t W i n K L e 091

2011-01-08T05:37:00.000Z

When there's no one I could talk to,

talk to wall, definitely not the Facebook's wall.

"emo" is so not my word. I really don't know how to abreact myself.

Life sucks because "Delete" button doesn't exist.

You can't forget or stop being sad for what's hurt you.

I thought I'm tough enough but actually not.

I'm still weak especially I'm alone.

I'm stupid I'm emotional I'm brainless.

I'm so lifeless. My life is only internet.

I'm thousand miles away.

Social network website is the only thing I can get connected with others.

I'd read view comment then I'll smile laugh or maybe cry?

I know it's really a tiny, little & unimportance matter,

I never know it's hurt till it was happened.

I'm heart broken because I'm really care.

Friends, how can you forget me as I love you so much?

From the day I leave the door, I never stop missing you guys.

I never miss a chance to talk to contact with you guys.

I never got a day not viewing you guys status update.

I never stop talking to others that how lovely you guys are.

Because every single "you" is my friend, the precious one.

I admit I still feeling sad to view every photos that without me.

But I'm really happy to know everyone is doing well & happy out there

It's my decision that to be so far away.

I missed everyone's birthday every festival celebration.

It's been a year so I understand that everyone is get used to my absence.

Since when, I'm gone in your mind?

I started to see something that broke my heart.

I started to see my name disappeared.

I started to cry what I had before.

I started to worry how long our friendship can last.

I started to forgive everyone for ignored me.

I read a blog post & I cried all night long.

I know it's not the first blog post that broke my heart,

It remind me again something that I thought I'd forgot.

So I cried for all at once again.

I know it's stupid.

Or maybe I should go for another way.

Should I ignore it as everyone was ignored me?

No, I can't.

If only once, it might be an omission. I'd piss you but I'm joking.

It's twice, it might be someone who really careless. I told you I'm sad but I'm alright.

When it's always, it's fact that I had been forgotten. I cried but I still love you guys.

Friends, please don't ever forget me.

You might be forgot me sometimes,

I'm still happy when you remember me again.

You might be forget that you had forgot me.

I'm still happy that you remember me again after I remind you.

You can forget my full name my birthday, but please don't forget I'm your friend.

You can forget when & how we met, but please don't forget the days we spent together.

If there's a question asking me "Who is your best friend?"

Definitely, I know my answer.

If the answer can be more than one, I will tick " All above"

Maybe there will be someone think " Who cares?"

Or maybe just scroll down without reading what I wrote.

I might not be your best friend now,

but I'm still lucky to be one of your friend.

I can be your second third or any one of them,

but please not "permanently" delete me from your friend list in your life.

I love every single one of "You".

t W i n K L e 090

2010-11-30T04:11:00.000Z

Blink*** It's December!

A really long absence. Just found that my last post was expired for 2 months.

I'm not busy.. but I'm lazy. & I'm lifeless so not much to post.

I fancy blogging but if I'm kind of blush if someone viewed my blog.

I'm pretty fine here.

I'm still the same. Gaining weight everyday.

My new fancy is chips with gravy sauce. Yum!

I'm still tough enough here. Used to the bad treat.

She never tired of pissing me off. Kind of sad that I don't understand what she talking.

One of the best thing in November.

Finally my girls was graduated!

So we all was officially a BA Honours holder!

I got my 3 days off to attend their graduation, that was so lovely!

We bought them flowers & teddy for sure! We had an awesome dinner together!

Congratulations again!

To someone who has so much to offer the world, so much success to look forward too.

But now I back to the sh*t place.

I miss everyone in Middlesbrough.I miss everyone in B12 2 as well.

Oh tears...

Another good deed in November.

It's start snowing! So might be another white X'mas in my life! Hope so..

But it turns bad when I didn't have a nice winter jacket & boot =(

I still love my old Topshop jacket but will be better if I can have a new one.

It's more bad if I got no one right beside me to keep me warm.

It's even worst that the horrible weather will cause me gain more weight.

So conclude with, I hate winter!

Forget it, I'm looking forward for December.

My December wish;

1. Lose some weight, please.

2. Savings goes up, please.

3. *****Secret*****

49 days to board the aeroplane!

XOXO

t W i n K L e 089

2010-09-22T02:36:00.003+01:00

♥

我喜欢看着天空并不是寻找渴望些什么是寂寞。

我喜欢搭火车我很珍惜每一次搭火车的机会

我不喜欢看着火车开走的背影不喜欢火车站里只留下我一人在哭泣

我好疲惫我担心闹钟又失灵了我宁愿不眠也不喜欢今天又是一个人

火车票很贵路途很遥远能逗留的时间很短暂可是一个人的时间更长

我在为一个空房间付着房租我希望自己还有个可以回去的家

我总是抱怨早晨回家时天气很冷家住的好远肚子好饿

但手里还握着一把家里的钥匙心里好温暖

把大家都吵醒说着 “一起吃早餐吧” 谢谢你们

“今天真的不能留下吗.." ... "不行..." 此时心里好难过

回程的火车总是比较慢我总希望火车可以更慢些

一个人久了喜欢把自己带到很远的地方习惯买一大堆不需要的东西

***

回家的火车站只有一个站牌和长长的轨道

火车站后有一片很辽阔的草原有一个森林公园

公园里有一道小径是我回去的路

****

不如往常今天天晴

今天的火车旧旧的却跑得很快我不喜欢我必须在下一站下车

我该下车了我并不容易哭可是今天很懦弱眼泪不自觉的流

我自责怎么允许自己流泪了该坚强些

我想起了家里的每一个人我好想家

我想起朋友们我自己一个人该怎么度过

脚步背包都很沉重我不累可是一个人真的好难过

***

还记得一个月前我第一次独自一个人搭到这一站

火车站里没有谁在等我当时拨的电话都是空号我被遗忘了吧

下着雨我提着我的行李没有任何遮雨的地方没有路牌

我躲在马路旁的小小告示板下我在哭我在后悔自己为何上了那一趟火车

我在痛哭工作好辛苦我在担心没有钱该怎么活下去

我翻着手机的通讯录我又能拨谁的号码

发着呆眼泪没有再流了我知道哭只会让让我觉得自己更可怜

**

眼前是火车轨道总会有下一班火车我决定无论下一班火车开到哪我都会上车

其实我没有被遗忘就在两小时后火车开到轨道前有人来接我了

此时之前的无奈都无所谓了心里想着好幸运

我不知道捱苦是怎么一回事应该是比我遇到的小挫折还要强好几百倍

上天不会让你处理你能力以外的事

所以遇到挫折时该自豪上天祂又在测试你了

*

眼泪流着抬头望着天空

今天的天空一直出现我喜欢的飞机云

感谢上天让我有抬头往前看的理由

此时手里握着另一把钥匙开门后喊着 “我回来啦”

我看到的是笑脸 =)

心想笨蛋我刚才是在哭什么啊

这里是我英国的第二个家

擦干眼泪努力工作去吧!

♥

t W i n K L e 087

2010-09-10T01:19:00.000+01:00

喜欢你的任性

喜欢你的坚持

喜欢你的温柔

喜欢你的智慧

喜欢你的勇敢

喜欢你的热情

喜欢你的可爱

喜欢你的害羞

我喜欢你的全部

好的坏的

你有优越的外表

但我最喜欢你的性格

好久以前的事

我都快忘了

这近乎完美的男人,

我想就算我用一辈子的运气也没办法拥有

你这婊子

怎么舍得让他难过

怎么舍得留下他一个人

t W i n K L e 086

2010-08-26T03:36:00.002+01:00

Nike summer collection:

Nike Dunk High Skinny Black/Speed Yellow

It's been nearly 2 months after I saw it, but I'm still EFF thinking about it!

X Myself to the MAX!

I still remember the day, 3rd July 2010.

World Cup match for Germany Vs Spain ..

Massive humans watching the match inside Nike Town London.

I spot this skinny dunk, it's on sales that time.

Not expensive, 49 Pounds only.

I'm kinda in love with it, but why I don't I grab it that time huh?~~ARGH!~~

1 of the main reason was my annoying sister!

she keep bla bla bla said she want to shop others.

then my mom turn, she want to shop Burberry.

Next my dad, He was hungry & off to Piccadilly circus.

At the end, I forget back to Nike Town buy my dearly dunk.

Hmmmm fine.

After a week, I'm still thinking about it so I shop online.

it's still on stock but no discount. I showed to ah wah, she said nice too.

But my Fuxking mind goes wrong! I didn't click the " Buy it now" button.

~~ARGHHHHH!~~

few weeks after, I still thinking about it.

I don't care, I seriously want to buy it now.

Bloody hell, it was disappeared from the Nike online store.

even Ireland Aus USA Japan store all Gone!

Big clap for myself, well done well done.

Don't buy it that time & regret now.

Want can I do now is hug my pillow & cry out LOUD!

xxxxxx

t W i n K L e 085

2010-08-21T02:47:00.005+01:00

Kiddy ♥ tOYS

Yea I'm kiddy!

it's my Holga Baby!

I get my Holga since hmmmmm... last month. But never touch it. too bad..=3=

Bought a random 35mm film for only 1 Pounds.
Wonder how much for a 35mm film sold in Msia.It's only RM5 here.=)
I would like to buy a heap of it if it's really cheap here.

Here the soso results I get. I deem it can be done better on next time.Hope so...I'm Newbie=X

Jackie & Han

Lisa & Jackie

Holga baby Red

dirtiness white

Houses & Birds

Jackie again.

Guess, I should take some picture for myself LOL!

t W i n K L e 084

2010-08-12T02:14:00.001+01:00

a very late post from 27th July.

Awake by annoying alarm. Yes! We went for a morning jog on that day.
& follow by a full English breakfast then shopping.
But this doesn't enough to make my day.
So what's next?

is BBQ! HooRay!
I have been craving for a BBQ badly.& Finally! XD
We went Redcar's seaside for BBQ. the most dirty seaside I ever saw.
& the weather was cloudy, dampness..iciness..Ouch! =/

******

As everyone still energetic & hungry?Maybe XD
AKBAR's was the next destination!

I had great fun with them. Enjoy the days,
Before everyone parting & go for their several ways.
Peace! ♥

t W i n K L e 083

2010-07-23T23:38:00.005+01:00

I'm in Misery!

I'm so Lifeless!

****

The days speed by,

I hate to be a ~~bludger~~.

Refusing to work,

Slacking around till the sky turns dark

& wait the return of the Sun again.

Horrible, I won't let myself be like this!

**********

I'm officially graduate as a Degree holder.

I just back from Euro trip with my family.

I'm still in vacation.

Oh God! Please let me go to work then!

I want to awake by my annoying alarm!

I want to work like a slave!

I miss the days I used to be very busy & tired. Ouch!

I need a JOB ARGHHHHHH!!!

t W i n K L e 082

2010-06-30T03:02:00.005+01:00

I ♥ July!

Happy events come one after the other.

Triple blessing descend upon on me!

1. I'm turns to 22 this month.

2. I'm officially graduated as a BA Honours.

3. My family members are coming to England to attend my graduation ceremony!

God knows I paid my dues.

Blessed to what I had right now.♥

t W i n K L e 081

2010-06-29T02:28:00.001+01:00

Holiday Mode ON!

Nothing other than World Cup matches in my holiday.

As I'm too freeeeeeeeeee,

I changed my Blogger layout.

This was so not my style. I mean the Colour.

Due to the little Pink Bunny are too adorable,

I had to customize it to as Pink as it can.

time to sleep.

Ciao!

t W i n K L e 080

2010-06-02T03:02:00.000+01:00

Happy Go Lucky!

Going to GaGa's concert tomorrow!

Get The Monster Ball Tour's ticket last minutes!

I won this tickets from eBay in a low prices.

Ticket face value printed 72.5 Pounds per ticket,

But I get it nearly half price!

& it was front standing tickets!

2.59AM now.

Guess I should get enough sleep for it.

t W i n K L e 079

2010-05-28T01:18:00.000+01:00

Spring with Winter Weather.

How Great is it.

A long talk with Ms.Sow.

Yet, haven't decide.

Coffee cause me giddy giddy.

Need someone who can "Pull" me back or

"Tight" me down.

****

Wish Esther doing well in her next interview.

Guess she's deciding something just like me.

Wish Moon's life going smooth.

She's fighting for something just like me.

t W i n K L e 078

2010-05-27T04:50:00.002+01:00

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To Whom it May Concern,

In the hope to meet,
Shortly again,
and make our absence sweet.

Ever absence, ever near..
Still I see, still I hear,
Yet,I cannot reach..

I am tried, my beloved.
of chafing my heart against..
..the want of you..
of squeezing it into ink drops,

And posting it..

this "Love Letter".

Regard,
t****

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Oops! I love my letter!

Wrote it simply because..

I love you..

t W i n K L e 077

2010-05-10T23:56:00.002+01:00

a thousand shades of feeling.

I couldn't find neither a way nor place to express my feeling.

twitter always, but not the best place.

facebook sure not, because you're there.

I wish to be one of your friend & tell you..

"Please don't go .."

t W i n K L e 076 ♥

2010-05-05T00:31:00.004+01:00

想跟你一起吃汉堡把我的薯条都分给你

想跟你一起看电影爆米花都让你抱着

想跟你一起看足球比赛遥控器都不跟你抢

想跟你一起去旅行照相机里都是你的照片

想走在你的后面未来的路都跟着你走

想挡在你的前面我也可以保护你

想坐在你的右边左边耳机分给你

想牵着你的左手到处在街上溜达

想为你做点心听你抱怨说太甜了

想为你填满杯子里的咖啡陪你一起熬夜

想为你准备早餐让你可以多睡一会

想为你收拾好行李随时准备跟着你离乡背井

想跟你一起做的事, 还有那么多..

想为你做很多事, 让你快乐的事..

想告诉你我有多喜欢你, 你却视而不见..

我在感叹曾未拥有的幸福, 让人真贪恋..

我在看着你的侧脸发呆, 你呢?

t W i n K L e 075

2010-04-26T00:08:00.001+01:00

After few days super! hard efforts,

Finally my business research dissertation was hand in on time!

See! How thick it was!

so now I'm so Muahahahahahaha! ( evil's laugh)

t W i n K L e 074

2010-04-14T23:33:00.005+01:00

Another new sneaker today
Bought it last year but never have a chance to wear it. =X

Cramming for my dissertation in library.

Done 3000 words.

7000 words to go but only 4 days left.

And yet, ,Mr.Boss called me go to work this weekend.

~~Lucky Damn!!~~

Last minutes efforts.

****

t W i n K L e 073

2010-04-11T20:33:00.001+01:00

♥ ♥

I fell for your personality,

your looks are just a bonus. ♥ ♥

I'll tell you everything in time.

i miss you, xx. ♥

t W i n K L e 072

2010-04-10T01:50:00.000+01:00

Mina O Hai Yoi !

Geeeee~

New shoes make my day!

A gain weight week for me.

I have my lunch in McDonald's continued for 2 days.

& today for sure.

Sweet Chilli Chicken Deli for Thursday

Chicken Legend for Friday

Everyone was so addict on this McDonald's Monopoly game.

Even they trade their game pieces in eBay.swt

I'm so desperate on collecting those game pieces too.

for FUN !

t w i n k l e 071 ♥

2010-04-04T01:18:00.002+01:00

I found my most Precious & Valuable picture..

Nothing Special.

But it mean everything to me.

I'm glad to have seen you again.

Although it might be our last met.

Thanks God for everything.

t w i n k l e 071

2010-03-27T02:45:00.004Z

From the second I knew it,

I can't stop Smiling! ♥

GOSH! I'm really FREAK!

Can't help!

I'm really super excited about it!

That's what I always said,

"No expectation No disappointment"

Out of expectation?

*

f-a-t-e This called FATE!

+++++++++

I'm really Delighted!

Can I share with you guys?

Ouch! Can't! I'm worry it will turn into bad at last.

It's really suffer to keep it & wait until the day come.

*******

My mood just like a Space Shot

Turned Upside Down!

Yesterday I ~~cried~~, I laughed..
*

Today I smile,But now I feel ~~depressed~~ again!

Screwwwwww you!

Buddies, stay turned..

t w i n k l e 070

2010-03-22T22:21:00.003Z

Recently, I got an intense thoughts.

It's was a really foolish idea.

Everything start from the day morning..

I saw you drew rein in front of my house.

I stood still & gazing on you.

Ouh! ..Bloody red

Deeply in love at first sight...

I never thought I will fall in love with you.

X You Cooper!

Why you're so Gorgeous & Sexy!

Yes it's you. BMW Mini Cooper S

You're not my type. But idk why..

I don't like those are ~~little & huddle~~ thing.

I always like those Big car like Land Cruiser.

Recently thoughts,

" Hmmm..Not bad, I should change my mind.."

Moon said,

" Waiting your M.Chicken.."

i'll make it come true on this year?

No No No..or maybe next year.

t w i n k l e 069

2010-03-15T22:29:00.002Z

Monday Bluuuue.

Look at my ~~awful~~ face.

I'm blaming myself not get enough sleep.

Super-earlier for my class today.

I'm so sleepy & freeze. Yawnnnn !

So I get myself a cup of hot chocolate.

But,

it make me more sleepy & dizzy!

AHA ! XD

After class was Lunch time with Erica !

Found a HK restaurant in China town.

it was Full with HK handsome. Yum !

Follow by a BIG bowl of Dumplings Noodles!

& tomorrow breakfast.

********

t w i n k l e 068

2010-03-14T23:34:00.000Z

Today I was told by someone.

"Dear, You're not alone..

Happy Belated White Valentine's Day."

I know he doesn't mean anything.

But it just simply sweet !

He is much more better than ~~You~~!

Baka!Your teacher didn't teach you about social courtesies?

You should say thanks if someone giving you something,

even though you don't like it!

Drat you! Since you received & ate it,

You should figure out who is the sender!

That Chocolate was so expensive! LOL

t w i n k l e 067

2010-03-14T20:35:00.002Z

"God will never give u anything u can't handle,

so don't stress.."

I've been very stress recently.

Dual control of study & work was too big a strain.

But I don't need a rest. Hm?

I like wake up early for class.

I like thrive on working in a challenge work place.

This combination was so wonderful.

I like going to class because of this lovely city

Newcastle Upon Tyne.

Every-time I walked along the street, I can really felt that

"I'm lucky.." ♥

It can turn my mood from bad to good.

Thanks Mom & Dad.

Today is Mother's Day in UK.

Super Be-earlier Mother's day to my Mom.

I Love you, Mom. ♥

t w i n k l e 066

2010-02-07T20:25:00.000Z

Darrrrrrt it!

What should I do in 14th of Feb ?!

I'm gonna celebrate CNY alone!

what a horrid nuisance!

t w i n k l e 065

2010-01-29T03:24:00.000Z

I'm so expert in spending money.

Her new toys.

LOMO FISHEYE NO. 2

It's CHROME edition !

t w i n k l e 064

2010-01-25T22:08:00.000Z

Take on 27th September 2009 in York.

How long is it since our last met?

[ I ♥ YORK !]

This Saturday gonna visit York the 3rd time.

t w i n k l e 063

2010-01-23T21:43:00.002Z

Haagen-Dazs tonight!

By reason of Kalai keep blaming that our fridge was FULL.

She not allowed me go market again unless I clear all this stuff.

Or, she will throw all of it! 囧

It's really too MUCH!

Try to finish Belgian Chocolate tonight but FAILED. XD

So regret for bought too much,

I still remember "Why" & "When" I bought it.

Why? Is because of him.

When? Is the day before his birthday.

What happened?

He went home from work. He was terribly tired.

We are WebCam-ing. He was showing me his dinner.

It's a delicious chicken dishes cooked by himself.

I'm simply jealous that time because I'm hungry.

He said: "Oops! I forgot I bought a Haagen-Dazs ice-cream."

& He was showing step-by-step how he enjoy it to me.

Such a cute & naughty boy.

I said "I going to buy one tomorrow."

He replied " Good! We can enjoy it together."

So, I bought it.

But now, he's gone.

Although everything changed,

But it's enough for me.

thanks.

t w i n k l e 062

2010-01-19T21:02:00.018Z

"I'm going back to Malaysia this week."

"Again? She not just came back from there."

"Yes. & I ain't coming back anymore.."

it's tuesday.

She leaving today.

Girl, Wish you have a safe trip home.

& Good Luck.

t w i n k l e 0061

2010-01-16T04:14:00.010Z

Me, a Lovelorn girl.

She never had a chance.

She get a ill news while she having a class.

Facebook, indeed it is the best social networking to spread news!

it's really awful that Uni's PC banned Facebook!

She leaving the building alone.

She stroll aimlessly through the streets

Her i-touch is playing the song repeatably.

Yes! She is jealous..& Weeping.

It's heavy snow outside at the moment.

Actually what she cry for?

it's really not a big deal!

She should enjoy her life here instead of being so emo.

So, say CHeeeeeeeeSe!

take a souvenir photo.

& Cheer UP!

t w i n k l e 060

2009-12-27T02:03:00.001Z

Going to London tomorrow for her New Year Eve !

LONDON

Here I GO!

☆

t w i n k l e 059

2009-12-24T02:13:00.000Z

Merry Christmas

Can't believe I spend all my Xmas eve in working.

Our Paris trip was canceled.

Due to all train/flight in Euro was suspended.

It doesn't matter in the least.

I not really wish to go Paris with friends for my first time.

Honestly

Hmmmm Dreaming.. ..

Nog damage done.

London trip will instead on it.

WoHoo ~ !!

t w i n k l e 058

2009-12-23T02:47:00.000Z

When the girls ganged together..

When twing turned to love Chocolate..

Lovely!

I'm so potty about baking Chocolate Brownies.

Here my Babies Brownies.♥

It's so so so NICE!

Any others?

Chocolate Pudding ♥

Love the melting Chocolate in middle.

Drinks?

Hot Chocolate ♥

Dessert?

Ben & Jerry Chocolate Ice-Cream.♥

Yes! it's all about Chocolate!

a sweet & calories night for me.

Cheer.

t w i n k l e 057 ♥

2009-12-17T06:30:00.005Z

***

手机是我的另外一个心脏，

裸露在空气里，

被风吹得发痛，被雨淋得哀愁。

它有时候疯狂而不停地跳动着。

有时候又失去生命般地一动不动。

它有声音的它会哭

****

我依然会早起身刷牙

我会买杯星巴克咖啡握在手里

我会坐在电脑前看网页

我烘了核仁巧克力蛋糕

我因为太怕冷而买了两件笨重的羽绒服

我会盯着电脑荧幕发呆..

此时你在干嘛呢 ?

*****

我爱可乐.

你对我而言就像可乐一样不可或缺

若我是一瓶可乐你就是那开瓶器

你释放了无数快乐的泡泡

但你也让那瞬间的泡泡渐渐的消失了

你..不回来了吗？

******

我没看过你学校的秋天时的风景

所以无论你怎么描述我都没办法想象

你为什么就是不说

下次我们一起去看呢？

*******

是不是拥有过就该知足

你让我好喜欢秋天

因此我特别恨没有你的冬天

这里开始下雪了

你哪边呢?

t w i n k l e 056

2009-11-28T18:20:00.001Z

a short post about our York trip.

It's my 2nd time visit York.

The street remind me some sweet & joyful memories.

It's just been a month ago but the scene still vivid in my memory.

ARGH! Just let it go!

*******

Aims of this trip are Shopping Shopping Shopping & Enjoy!

We spent total 100 pounds in Body Shop. terrible.

& over 600 Pounds in York Designer Outlet. terribly

I bought 2 Nike Jackets,

2 Adidas Jackets, 2 CK Bras,1 Gap Jumper,

1 Burberry Polo Tee & many more.terrible terribly.

******

For sure,

Buffet today!

t w i n k l e 055

2009-11-25T17:29:00.003Z

Newcastle,

was recently voted the eighth best party city in the world.

I love this city!

I used to take 80 minutes bus from my town to NCL to attend class.

But it's not tough for me & I do enjoy it.

But something happened caused my friends not really enjoy it.

We went Newcastle for day trip.

We met Santa & his assistant.

We love the X'mas decoration at the street.

We enjoy shopping in Metro Centre.

We satisfied with the Chinese Buffet.

Me, as a tour guide for this day trip.

Was sooooooo Careless.

"We missed the LAST Bus!"

I'm so sorry!

They don't even want to talk with me that time.

LOL

At this time, someone called me.

We met our rescuer plus new tour guide.

We went Millennium Bridge.

We chit chat on the street & she drunk.

We experienced night life in Newcastle.

& We have a warm comfort bed that night.

Next day,

Delicious breakfast before going back home.

Many thanks to him!

What a good good experience!

t w i n k l e 054 Copy

2009-11-23T23:33:00.000Z

"You just can’t stop yourself from falling deeper when you’ve fallen for someone.

Even though you knew that the person doesn’t like you at all.

You just have to pretend that you don’t care about the person when you do.

Even though it is hard and it hurts sometimes.

You just need to keep a distance when you’re eager to get closer.

Even though you’re unwilling to.

Right?

I finally feel this way again but I don’t have the courage to make it move."

Totally agree.

t w i n k l e 053

2009-11-20T22:21:00.007Z

Vendi size Toffe Nut Latte.

You warm my icy hand.

Today I did 20pounds top-up to my Starbucks card.

I gonna come get you everyday when winter come.

♥

t w i n k l e 052

2009-11-19T21:57:00.006Z

I'm so Grey.

1 week after. My daily life seem returned normal.

Although sometimes cannot refrain from tears.

But I did felt better.

Thanks for those who care me so much.

So sad to tell them that,

"twinkle never think want to give up."

Such a willful child.

My mind tell me to give up;

But my heart won't let it.

Maybe now is the most important moment in my life.

I want do anything that i can do right now.

Because I don't want to miss a thing.

I knew it's gonna end as a heartbreaking story.

But it's better end with regretful.

Time will make you forget me,

But time will make me more addicted to you.

t w i n k l e 051

2009-11-15T21:08:00.001Z

14th November 2009

an unforgettable day.

an unforgettable experience.

Weep but no regret.

I like you so much.

t w i n k l e 050 to Moon

2009-11-09T19:22:00.002Z

Much love & best wishes for a Happy Birthday to my dearest Moon!

She is my tomodachi since secondary.

Moon,I miss you deeply.

I miss those crazy moments that we used to banded together.

"We sat together"

"We Ragnarok together"

"We work hard together"

"We Japan together"

"We PS2 together"

"We KL together"

"We accounting together"

"We slept together"

"We study together"

"We chimera together"

"We kinokuniya together"

*******

Moon.did you remember ?

We used to met at town after school.

"red & white" is our best friend.

I am still remember who is your first love LOL

Did you remember mine?

Moon.did you ever write you have auditing working experience in your CV?

I don't understand why we can endured till the end.

Moon.Remember the date of 14 May 2006?

We did not appreciate what we had that time.

Don feel sad about it anymore.

String along with your piano more.

Moon.Remember you are so admire Yang2 & Teppei Koike?

You said you want to be like them.

Oh Moon, don't do that please.

You're so pretty u know!

Moon.How are your xiao N now?

Remember I used to wake up early & wait u at dining room with my NDSL.

We are just to addict to those games.

Moon.how are you recently?

Did someone replace me wake you up every morning?

I miss the time we having brunch together the most.

It's one of my habitual.

Moon, I just found that I didn't take much photo with you since 2007.

& I didn't keep the promise that i'll treat you Starbucks before I leave.

I felt sad when I received your Ang Pau for me to have a Starbucks here.

You always have consideration for other.

How sweet u r! ♥

Moon, I'm really glad to met u in my life.

Tomodachi forever!

♥

t w i n k l e 049

2009-11-06T00:17:00.000Z

Finally We can cook at home!

By Xiao Han & Me!

Love the sesame crispy chicken a lot ! ❤

t w i n k l e 048

2009-11-03T23:55:00.000Z

Starbucks during my class.

Exhausted because of my proposal.

Those English guys are too "Geng" for me.

t w i n k l e 047

2009-10-29T21:41:00.004Z

B12-2 Guys,

I really wish I'm there.

We are apart thousand million km from each other.

We have 8 hours time difference.

I miss Wah scolding me with her loud voice.

I miss Xia's expression when she telling me her silly story

I miss Carol's old songs.

I miss May singing with her guitar.

I miss Moon's piano rhythm.

I miss Jo's jokes & guffaw.

I miss Tyng's undertone Korean songs.

I miss Yang's whisper.

I miss Cheh's sound of singing.

I miss the "sound" when everyone there.

twinkle is having a problem that she never met before.

Can I solve without you guys?

I am helpless.

*******

I cherish our friendship.

I slept with a heavy heart

I wake up with tears.

I just can't believe & forgot what I saw last night.

I can't take in you're my friend that I treasure always.

Friend, Please just stop it!

I am totally not enjoy with it!

t w i n k l e 046

2009-10-27T12:05:00.006Z

Monday Blue..

But you fill all my blank time.

BiG thanks to You!

I do enjoy it.♥

&

today is my dearest Yang 21st Birthday!

お誕生日おめでとうございます!

I really hope I at Malaysia now.

Long time didn't taste Birthday cake..

For freeeeeee XD

I do envy what they doing tonight which I cant do it at UK!

ARGH! I MisS B12-2 PPS !

t w i n k l e 045

2009-10-26T13:25:00.003Z

Good Morning England.

Extremely good mood now!

Due to last night go to bed with a Happy mode.

"An undertone Canon in D."

"A Full power heater."

&
"Your words were engraved on my mind when i fall asleep."

梦见ましょう　すてきなこと

t w i n k l e 044

2009-10-25T22:45:00.003Z

K L M N O P Q R S

Mix Joy with Sorrow.

But today is totally sorrow.

it's my unappetizing dinner.

Something is missing today.

A Smile that u gave me always.

Some inextricability problem rise.

I just hope that you are here & told me,

"It's ok, dont worry.."

t w i n k l e 043

2009-10-22T22:05:00.002+01:00

Mix Joy with Sorrow.

I want to shout out loud ..

"I am your Biggest Fan!"

t w i n k l e 043

2009-10-19T20:56:00.003+01:00

A BIG step forward,

Hope you feel it.

As my dude said:

"Just go ahead!"

I do enjoy it.

& no regret.

t w i n k l e 042

2009-10-16T22:21:00.004+01:00

K L M N O P Q R S

The felicity not belong to me.

It's fade away before I have the opportunity to taste your sweet.

Gonna kiss-goodbye to my little dark chocolate Before it make sense.

Weep...

t w i n k l e 041

2009-10-13T00:00:00.001+01:00

"Good fortune occurring any time.."

Firstly,
I missed a bus early in the morning.
& the next coach are too late for my class.
Result, every one late not just me.

Secondly,
I am not well prepare for the personal induction session.
But Claire said it "Brilliance".
Extra confident to me though i cried for it before.

Thirdly,
Due to a sudden good mood,
Have a little walk at Newcastle city town after class.
& finally i bought home a jacket that I looking for soooo long.
It's out of stock everyday!

Lastly,
Thanks for the Little Angel that blessing me.

t w i n k l e 040 ♥

2009-10-12T21:37:00.007+01:00

I forget when is our first eye-cross.

I forget what is the first sentence you talk to me.

I forget how i started to gaze intently on your every move.

You gave me a pleasantly surprised when you said that you're remember my name.

You made me felt blessedness when you're try to slow down your step
because you want to stay at my right side & talk to me.

You bring me a cheerful smiles when you're choose to sit beside me among others empty seat.

You attract all my attention when you're sharing your amusing tales with me.

He is Attractive He is Dainty.
He is Brightness He is Humour.
He is Faithful He is Mellow.
He is Liberal He is Trustworthy.
He is too perfect & so far away for me.

Little Dark Chocolate,

Bitter..but Sweet ♥

t w i n k l e 037

2009-09-19T01:33:00.001+01:00

First step on it,

London, UK.

Journey begins.

t w i n k l e 036

2009-09-08T19:19:00.005+01:00

Is it everything done?

The answer is NO !

It's so CRUEL !

Last paper on 16th.

Need Doraemon here.

Imitation one oso ok.

Will pay u at a high rate.

Bla! talking nonsense again.

Stay tunes =)

t w i n k l e 035

2009-08-20T15:57:00.004+01:00

Time is slipping by.

I'm getting more and more nervous as the day neared.

I went Visa Application Center yesterday.

Nothing except "Waiting."

Everyday awake by a same dream.

Dream about i have to depart to UK today.

But everything haven't get ready yet.

I haven't say bye bye to my family & friends.

I haven't clear all my things at my room.

I haven't sit for the exam and all notes still put on my table.

I haven't pack my luggage & nothing go with me.

This dream was so holy sh*t !!

Keep remind me I'm really insufficient of time.

BaBa MaMa..

Ur daughter miss u badly here..♥

I'm starting regret..

Really..

t w i n k l e 034

2009-08-20T14:31:00.001+01:00

Beep ** Mei TynG is turning to 22 !

HaPPy HaPPy BiRtHDaY to Her !

We went Feeling Cafe for her Bday eve.

Her lil sis Fong really a good surprise maker !

Wo wo Yeah Yeah !!

Next day.

We went Soul ed Out for dinner.

Drive so far for it.lol

I'm having a soso dinner with expensive price.

The price of meal are just pay for the nice environment.

****I'm gonna miss u guys badly.

Last celebration.

Kim Gary for lunch !

I'm posting all about food .

Spent too much money on food recently.

I need a special diet seriously.

t w i n k l e 033

2009-08-05T19:48:00.003+01:00

BeeP BeeP ***My sixth sense told me...

Everything will be fine start from 2moro.

Good luck comes near me . ♥

God said I'm enough bad luck for this few months.

Running up here & there..

Wasting a lot energy & money..

But get NOTHING.

This morning I went Immigration Office "Again."

Nothing for today also.

The same problem. Because I'm Sabah citizen.

But i didn't felt sad about it. =)

Because my sixth sense told me everything b4 this.

Mon Tue Wed..& Thur..

2Moro will visit Immigration Office "Again"

With a differ..

Good news with me this time. ♥

t w i n k l e 032

2009-08-05T19:22:00.002+01:00

Felt comfort in this moment.

I'm not bad luck.

I'm just too lucky. ♥

****Posted By Mei Ling

" suddenly think of twing, my future housemate hopefully, she told me she is just too bad luck nowadays, the fare for airticket dropped dramatically after few hours she bought it, she almost cry out i think, after that, another suai thing for her passport, just because she is not kl local so cause her so many uncertainties. She had used up half day to process her passport, waited for a long queue, going here and there, but when reached her turn the incharges people told her that, you are not local, so you need to wait like at least 2 to 3 weeks to process your passport..omg, you know every seconds is like so important for a student like her now, so her visa will stucks half way because of the passport, and mid of august going to be a very peak time for visa application, and the most headche thing is her loan application.. so pity of this 21st year old little girl, she almost visited all the argo branches in kl area.. pop in and asked for the loan herself, got so many question marks in her mind, need to prepare the doc again and again.. the problems occured because she is sabah citizen =.=..they do not want to accept application from other states people.. so ended up she has wasted all the energy and money to get back a conclusion-she can only apply the loan in sabah, but her hometown tawau's branch has no this kind of offer.. so with the ic address she is having now, she has no right to borrow the money in kl and even sabah too she cant make it.. how sad it is =/

but for xiao ting my dear, believe me, there is always rainbow after the rain.. dun sad dun give up, we will all here to accompany you to get through the hardest time in your life, there are enough bad luck for you so good luck will follows to come i believe~ Think positively dear, this is life, we will be more grateful and more appreciating as we get it with much efforts..gambateh xiao ting~**hugs for you** "

Received ur hugs here.

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT ! ♥

t w i n k l e 031

2009-07-31T15:32:00.008+01:00

Recently I'm really out of luck.

Everything r uncertainty.

Unlucky & troubles are keep blocking me!

I'm lack of time & luck in processing everything.

I haven't get an unconditional offer letter..

I haven't apply for education loan.

I haven't apply VISA.

& I don't have Passport. LOL.

Is this really some1 who going to UK soon does?

I'm psyched up If i really cant get to UK this Sept.

I decide back my hometown ,Work as OL & receive a low salary !

ARGHHH ! I Not Really Hope Be Like That !!

Bless myself deep deep !

t w i n k l e 030

2009-07-28T08:54:00.003+01:00

Wish everything go smooth..smooth & smooth.

1 month + hv to go.

t w i n k l e 0029 with ♥

2009-07-23T21:18:00.009+01:00

*this is a long article
which comes out straight from my ♥.

Recently something r keep repeating in my mind.

That's what i always thought.

" I'm extremely lucky."

It has been start since May of this year.

she & she gave me a strong influence.

I keep trying hard to make this all become possible.

But,

those constant efforts didn't bring me a desirable result.

Thanks Mei Ling who brought me back when i was thinking of giving up all this.

She was the one who support me always.

Besides,

I faced a biggest problem.

My family was fully disagree with my decision.

I understand the reason why they are not supporting me.

But as Shun Han said, i don't wanna miss a thing.

I felt touch when my mom stand on my side at last.

She help me had a long talk with my dad.

Although she is the one who most not willing i go there.

Finally, they accept my request.

My dad did so much for me and support me all the way.

He thought so many for her daughter,

& he trying to give all the best thing to them.

Huh~That how lucky i was..

I love My dearest BaBa MaMa deep deeply.

Million thanks to my family.

I'll cherish all the things u gave me.♥

t w i n k l e 0028

2009-07-14T09:31:00.004+01:00

Unbelievable !

I'm suffer insomnia for 2 days night !

So terrible terrible terrible ..

Caused by drank too much O-Cha at my sis's house.

The power of O-Cha really cannot be predicted !

t w i n k l e 0027

2009-07-09T09:45:00.002+01:00

All comes so sudden..

From,

We decided diving out for our dinner ,

Ate so much snack on the way.

Till we have our dinner at a Bullsh*t random restaurant.

& Jo spent dinner for 3 of us . Arigatou ! ♥

Follow with,

Met Z-Chen at our house downstairs.

Saw a flirt making with his eyes to me.Creepy enough.

Lastly,

Went Carrefour and spent a lot money there.

Let's me named it as " Sudden Night" . LOL !

t w i n k l e 0026

2009-07-07T10:21:00.002+01:00

07/07 always is my lucky day.

It's really true!

First, a bought a toy key chain.

I'm extremely worry what i will get.

Good news is i get the hardest & special one.

I'm sooooo LUCKY !

Second,

I met him today.

So grad that he still remember my birthday.

Although is a belated birthday greet.

He bring me a huge support in everything.

I felt blissful when he is there.

I hope i can speak out something on my mind to him in someday.

I'm working hard for this !

t w i n k l e 0025

2009-07-06T20:53:00.000+01:00

First for all,

Million thanks to everyone ! ●ω●

I'm really delighted with you all !

But it caused me gain some weight too. LOL.

04 JuLy

First celebration with my family.

Dinner with my 3 sis at KimGary.

Thanks my sis spend all of it.

& i bought myself a sneaker frm Adidas ! ¯▽¯

05 JuLy

Little celebration on birthday eve.

Finally i found my dream cake .

Secret Recipe Cheezy Choc with fresh strawberry toppinG .

This cake cost me RM100+ but it really worth for me !

Thanks everyone did so many funny thing on that night.

06 JuLy

3rD celebration with Teven.

Thanks God that Moon & Xia followed too.LOL

Went Chilies steak house for lunch.

It's really a luxury lunch !3 meal costs us RM 170.

Thanks Mr.Teven very much much much!

Finally,

Dinner celebration at Tenji Japanese Buffet.

Nice environment there.Luckily everyone dressed well. LOL

It's really a waste that i didn't ate much food there.

Ate too many cheap ramen & dumplings there.

Lastly, thanks everyone being so active in celebrating my BDay.

Special thanks to our 3 driver Jo ,Kit & Cheh for drove so far away.

BiG HUG foR ALL !

twinG 様 ! お誕生日おめでとうございます。

t w i n k l e 0024

2009-06-30T16:13:00.002+01:00

Bless someone who picked up the cellphone.

It will BOMB U UP SOON!

t w i n k l e 0023

2009-06-29T20:31:00.003+01:00

Lets countdown for my 21st Birthday =)

6 days more have to go ~★

t w i n k l e 0022

2009-06-29T07:49:00.003+01:00

27 JUNE 09

Finally, TRANSFORMER for 2nite!

I'm waiting so long since the trailer comes out.

All the graphic and sound effect was great.

So lucky that we can watched at Pavilion.

Will be watch it 2nd time for sure. XD

t w i n k l e 0021

2009-06-23T08:41:00.005+01:00

HaPPY BirthDay to Miss MoJoJo!

We are enjoy n having so much fun during the trip.

Thanks to the organizer !

& look forward to our next trip!

t w i n k l e 0020

2009-06-12T18:01:00.002+01:00

真夜中嚼着汉包.

银幕里的饭团看似不错.

我脑海满是食物.

最近胃口无比大.

搞不清楚状况真KY.

好残忍啊ORZ.

t w i n k l e 0019

2009-06-07T19:55:00.005+01:00

Monday please end up early.

I don wan to suffer this much.

Although i knew the result.

But the feeling of pain that comes from waiting for so long was punishing me!

What will my Tuesday be..?

The outcome will still the same,rite?

3.59am.I should fall on sleep in this hour.

Terrible! I'm so terrible !

t w i n k l e 0018

2009-06-07T14:13:00.002+01:00

手里握着芒果口味.

心里仍念着西瓜口味.

心情太极端.

被棉棉冰欺负了.

我喜欢之前那积极的态度.

但必须含泪忍痛终止.

好消极啊ORZ.

t w i n k l e 0017

2009-06-05T12:42:00.004+01:00

It's too ghastly to contemplate.

The sadness not reduced much after a deep sleep.

What should i do on next.